Took Off The Badge

today I took the tag off for a short time.

for a few months now, my physical health has been declining due to a condition that I’ve had for years. after too many doctors appointments, talks with my mission president, and prayer I've decided that it's best for my health to take a pause on my missionary service.

i'll be having surgery to hopefully fix the problem, and be back out as soon as the Lord will let me! i'll call in an "intermission" haha get it?

this is for sure the hardest decision I've ever had to make. but I have done A LOT of contemplating, and this is what i've come to.

Proverbs 3:5-6
 "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."

i will be the first to say that i don't know the reason for all of this. but God does, and that's good enough for me. i know that He will direct me to be where I need to be.

thank you all so much for supporting me through all of this. Family, friends, roommates, companions, and friends i've met on the mission, i love you all! i'm pretty open and honest about all of this, so if any of you have questions or would like to talk, please reach out! let me know how i can serve you, and be there for y’all!

 remember God loves you!<3



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